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Term 1 ending soon

2012-01-17T23:16:00.008+08:00

So far so good...ups and downs, the usual stress....yup.

I think I need to cultivate an even more patient temper. I realize I can't take most of the jokes cracked by my classmates but I can't just lost control. All I could do was just shuddup cuz only vulgarities will spill out and i don't really want to ruin any potential friendship but I really needed an outlet.

They have no idea how offended I am at most of their jokes. Sure it is funny to them, they can laugh all they want, but have they really thought of my feelings before? I don't remember crossing their path in any way or insult them in any way. I am just in my corner doing my work and this innocent insult/teasing arrow will always find its way to me and disrupt my day.

Whatever method I use, it always fails. When I defend, they will just add on another bullshit meaning to my statements and make a fool out of me. When I keep quiet, they will just do their best to get me to react even if it means pissing me off unintentionally.

- A simple female toilet announcement, the guys shot their fingers at me, thinking its funny.

- A simple reply when someone asked a simple question, ppl will add on their meanings and ignore what I have to say just to make a fool out of me or for their own entertainment to see me frustrated.

- A simple sentence to defend a male friend of mine from another class whom they don't even know and went ahead and call him cb face just cuz of a little incident, I get childish assumptions from them.

- A simple door, some ppl just don't bother to check if they closed it.

- A simple topic on zombies, ....how did the topic even get to zombie porn and I am the one who gets laughed at again?

- A simple interest of mine, they made it sound like its a disgusting interest when they didn't even realize there's business for it.

- A simple just-for-lolz touch to my interior drawing, I get ppl pointing finger at me abt copyrights and stuffs. C'mon, this thing ain't gonna earn me moolah, whats with this thoughtless joke?(This would have been tolerable if I wasn't already at my temper limit.)

- A simple sentence commenting the best way to save money is to make friend from overseas and stay at their house during holidays, I get a guy bugging ON AND ON AND ON AND ON AND ON until I am forced to load FB in class and show them photos of a girl just to shut him up so I can get back to work. Main reason: She's a girl. He's a guy.

- A simple day of sitting at a corner trying to do my homework cuz I have hell lots to improve, I get ppl telling me "Why so serious?"

What the FUCK? Did I do anything wrong just cuz I am trying to do my work in class in that corner?

...........there were more but I guess I got over those. This list is the new one that I need to get over.

Honestly, these are really nothing serious. None of them are harmful, but there's just so many.

And best of all, they are coming from ppl younger than me. Why am I even bothered by it.

I really don't get it. It's not that I mind them having a bit of fun, but sometimes they just don't realize they are going overboard. Everyone needs a bit of jokes and teasing in school life to spice things up so things don't get boring. But I think this is getting out of hand.

I can't tell which side needs to grow up now.

....I guess I'll work on my temper for a start.

2012

2012-01-03T21:50:00.005+08:00

This year is gonna be an exciting one with ups and downs to be expected. I wun say i am confident of surviving those without random break downs, but at least i will do what i can for my own sake.

Lastest update i have regarding the gashapons are these photos kindly sent by the staff who helped me and a friend who took it at ikebukuro while she was in japan during the period it was in the machine~

1s pic by kie, 2-4th pic by the friendly staffs of the ikebukuro branch sent to Adisai who sent it to me. =D

I know I shouldn't be dropping into this fan art hole too deep but I really find it very fun to share my works with fellow fans. Especially all the way to Japan, its even more exciting than I can describe. I hope I have the chance to share more in future.

On to school stuffs.

A few more weeks to the end of term 1, and term 2 is coming up faster than we thought. Some of us are still not full prepared for the heavier workload, me included. I really wish I can do more but the current me is only at this level. I am already pushing myself the best that I can but my works still needs a lot more improvement.

Had said this many times, but I am so glad to receive help from the 3 awesome instructors even though they are strict. Its for our own good and even if I have anything to complain, end of the day I still gotta admit every shit they gave us was for our own good.

Well, since already 1/3 through this, better hang on. Just another 9mth+ and I can meet my friends properly.

I really miss them, just gotta tell myself its only 1 year.

Its only 1 year and I dun have much time to improve at such speed. Better do my best.

Marchen Gachapon

2011-11-27T12:31:00.006+08:00

Half way through term 1 and I am still trying to find my pace in school. Not targeting to be the best but just learn whatever I can, hopefully to improve my skills. (^.^)9

Back on fandom note, still in love with Sound Horizon but not able to go back to the forum to check things out as often as I want to.　

But oh well, its just 1 year. I'll survive!

私がんばる！ただの一年だけ！~~( O益O)9

Just wanna decorate my almost-dead blog with some images so here goes. =D

Got a nice chance to actually sell these badges in Japan in the form of Gachapon through the help of friendly staffs from Toranoana and my friends who helped me punched the badges out before my school starts. Thank you all so much! I am so bad with expressing how thankful i am but...

\(T^T)/ ありがとう！そして、ありがとう！！ \(T^T)/

Initially made these for the Sound Horizon Gathering in Singapore in July and I am so glad I did rush them out in time. Thank you all who bought the full set and even attended the event!

So excited to know how sales will turn out once the gachapon comes out at the end of this month.

I want to try drawing something more but not sure what to draw next. Hopefully Vocaloid...or if someone suggest something interesting. ^^lll

Shall wait patiently for the outcome while doing my assignments. \(^_^)/

Xmas is coming

2011-11-01T21:39:00.003+08:00

I am not gonna like the Xmas this year thanks to what happened 5 years ago.

It wasn't some life changing incident but its just something that I dun like to experience again.

Gotta admit that the most lonely feeling is not to be left alone but to be left out, and u have to face shit alone while u know the rest are enjoying themselves.

Everything feels the same as 5 years ago.

But of cuz, this time we are a bunch of ppl who are all alone on our own.

Xmas, endless work to be done, ppl happily celebrating away becuz they have the rights to, but being a student u just gotta suck it up.

The only thing I can do now to make myself feel better is to stay depressed becuz if I am happy for even a little while, very soon something negative things will follow closely behind and I will most probably fall even harder.

Of cuz if something positive comes along, I will appreciate it. But I can't express my happiness now cuz there's still much to be done and I dun have time to slack off.

I bet this entry was caused by the incident 5 years ago.

Will not be amused with any xmas wishes this year or xmas party invitation. Just leave me alone for now. Its only a year. It might feel like a few years but I guess time will fly faster if I get too busy for sleep.

The actual sleeping = death sentence part is not even here yet. I wonder what will I becum in the next few months.

New school new life.

2011-10-31T01:28:00.002+08:00

I am really scared and depressed now. Nothing seems to cheer me up.

Everything is so back to back and snowballing. And the requirements are scary. I wonder if I can do this.

Its just one year. I hope I can survive without much mental damage.

Just wondering....

2011-07-25T01:00:00.005+08:00

What kind of stunts will my grandpa and I do if he's still ard. Of cuz maybe w/o the super big age gap and in the proper state of health.

Mum was just describing him to me a few days ago since I've never met him before, and the way she described him was just so amusing. Was pretty sure that if I wasn't too busy with anything, grandpa and grandchildren will be getting along rather well and going ard doing crazy things that normal families wun do like...i duno....simple things like bringing stray cats home and annoy grandma and mum or something...or maybe messing ard in the kitchen haha~

Oh well just thinking. =)

Relationships

2011-06-10T02:10:00.010+08:00

Looking at friends around me, both attached and single, there really is a lot to be observed.

The big contrast between the happy and the broken couples are really...wow.

For those in a healthy r/s, good for u. Just try to keep the intimacy to the minimum when u guys are in public ok? Or just go get a hotel room.

Sometimes I really wonder, if one can't handle it well, why still get in a r/s and not do one's best to maintain it? Even if everything went down the drain by the end of the day, why not just take a step back and see whats the next proper step to take instead of drowning in sorrow?

Easy for me to say when I dun have the rights, but I really don't get it. Maybe cuz its not happening to me so I find it harder to understand. Like....why still hold on to it when its obviously no hope anymore and simply just cuz one party can't let go?

Its kinda eyebrow raising when girls/guys start going emo over a r/s problem which could have been resolved so easily if someone takes a step back. I know all they need is someone to be there to comfort them at their weakest period, but hey, how long will it take before they pick themselves up?

There's the video abt how idiotic ppl should not reproduce. It was interesting and I find it really true. Ppl who cant handle emotions should not get in any r/s to save themselves the ordeal.

This entry is not really pin-pointing at anyone or any situation. Its just me surfing too much youtube and seeing random reports on ST that got me wondering.

Why do ppl fall n love and get in r/s when they are not prepared to face the challenges thus leading to pain?

いつも人間は何も知らない方が幸福だろうに
けれど他人を求める限り全てを知りたがる
―――何故破滅へと歩みだす？

People are always happier knowing nothing
But as long as they desire another person, they seek to know everything
-- Why do we walk towards our own destruction?

Its kinda unavoidable especially when u know it but u can't help it, I guess.

On a lighter note, i got to know what my sis tot of me as a younger sis. Guess I didnt do too bad a job~ 爱发脾气但值得信任的老妹 eh?~ =D

Guilt

2011-05-19T00:24:00.004+08:00

After a few pushes from fellow colleagues, I finally managed to grab my boss and tell him I am planning to go back study in 2 mths time.

I felt really guilty cuz at this point there seems to have a lot of work swarming in and I am like sabotaging them by leaving at this time.

I know there's nothing wrong with going back to study and that since I can be easily replaced, I shouldn't worry too much, but I hate the feeling that I am giving trouble to the boss by leaving at this time cuz another colleague is also leaving soon.

Its not that I am unhappy with anyone, in fact, everything is just great and I like working with them though there are ups and downs most of the time just like anywhere.

I know my supervisor had been awesomely great to us and did SUPER lots for our sake and got a lot of shit on himself despite the fact that he can just let us die on our own. We already have a hard time helping him or repay him back...or even trying our best to not pile more work on him which we always ended up doing.....and now here I am, ditching them with the pile of work and moving on for my own sake.

Super guilty that I seem to be so selfish even after what everyone had done for me. Especially my supervisor.

Reading the previous entry abt how I was at my emotionally unstable days, he really DID do a lot to cheer me up. All the toys and meals he bought for me, time spent talking to me and waiting for me to finish crying in the office. I may not show it but I still appreciate all until now. I know I am damn rude and rough at work but I really do remember all the things that ppl had done for me when i needed attention the most.

And my other colleagues who always share awesome funny stuffs and little techniques for the programme we are using whenever I face any trouble, and also helping out whenever they can...maybe to them its nothing and really its ok to share but I really appreciate all these little things.

Can't help but feel 忘恩负义 about leaving at the busiest time...or more like the start of the storm. To me it felt like the silence before the storm at this moment.

Super guilty sia. =__=

But I really want to learn more thing before i get too old. (._. )

Hey may i borrow...

2011-04-30T21:45:00.005+08:00

Printer.

If you need it for urgent stuffs, sure.

If u dun wanna get one cuz u dun need to use it so often, sure.

If u have not enough reason to get ur own printer, definitely.

HOWEVER AS FOR YOU.

Everytime u quit ur job or need to print resume for your new one, you ask to use my printer.

For other ppl, I am totally fine with it.

For someone who rather spend money on ordering online stuffs and complaining about not having a car, I am not sure. Nowadays u can get a simple printer for a 2 digit price. Ok maybe a slightly better one, at $100+. I got mine a few years ago at $88 and its working fine. I already told you so long ago. Yet now? Nothing.

Save up on a few clothes and you will get a printer. Very hard meh?

Everytime I see you saying you wan to buy some random clothes or car or bag, I really wonder, you have the money to buy those, but you dun have the money to get a simple printer to print your documents that you need for your job.

So many IT shows came and went. You kept saying you will get one. If not is on tight budget. What about the online shoppings?

For you whom I always see complaining like a 大小姐on twitter abt wanting this and that, I really buay gam guan to help you print ur little documents everytime you need them. I rather help print study notes for my other neighbour who lives 2 blks away who is studying and IS REALLY tight on budget. >=/

Oh, and about not needing a printer most of the time, I would rather you think it as an investment. At least its more useful that your clothings and bags in future.

The scanner function, no need to say, is much more useful than using ur hp camera to take a pic of some random magazine page, AND u still have to connect it to your computer before you can access to your image.

Printer function, do I even have to explain this part? >=/

I may sound petty, hell yes I am. I dun see why do I ALWAYS have to compromise to someone who doesn't know how to spend her money or prioritize her shopping list. >=/

Cuz I love to stalk animals, especially when they are sleeping.

2011-04-30T16:21:00.017+08:00

Had been stalking my blk cat for quite a while, but here's just a few faces of it...

.....not much diff eh? ^^lll....

Moving on, the lovely dogs that belongs to my sis's friend who needed someone to look after them while they were away. Smaller one is the mum, fatter bigger one is the son.

They are lovely becuz the thing they love to do most is to sleep. ANYWHERE. I am not an active person so I am perfectly fine if they decide to sleep on my lap while I type away on my keyboard. =D

But the king of 'em all sleeping animals?

I am crowning Thunder. ^^lll

Moving on to other things:

Moved to the new office for work. And new nakamas on my table. =D

#ossanfag

Rayleigh~~ <3

Ace u hawtie~~ <3

And my geeky office, and colleague.

I'm a broccoli lover. This scene made me go WTF.

HOW COULD I HAVE MISSED THE SALE??

Prawning session with the Tenipuri gang turns out to be

Tze Char and Hetalia watching session. =X

The day my middle finger cost more than a million with

wedding rings from my siblings and in-laws.

1st time at the Funan maid cafe.

Trying not to waste the left-over chocolate.....trying.

Was on 妻子的诱惑craze with mum....WAS. ^^lll

Last year's Tenipuri BBQ. The cups?

They were my ticket to getting served by the chefs. =X

Oreimo...PSWG...Hetalia....Marchen....more Hetalia....

and Gundam in swimming trunks.

Meru~ <3

Cuz i ship テッテレ闇pair.

(僕~の理想の花嫁は～何処に居るのだろう～）

Went to watch the rocky horror show with xrys. It was SO AWESOME! XD

Had been totally high when the audience joined in the tsukomi-ing and

the part where everyone stood up and did the time warp song! XD

These lovely audience dressing up as characters from Rocky horror!~

There was a guy among the audience who dressed up as Dr Frank but I didn't manage to get his photo. =(

Ending this entry with my fav riff-raff actor compared to the others, Stuart Mattew Price! The costume design of Stuart's riff-raff is a bit different compared to the rest, but who cares when everything look and sounds great? Vampire-ish Riff-Raff FTW! =D

New blog design

2011-04-30T15:43:00.002+08:00

Planning to come back to this quiet corner cuz I dun wanna abuse my DA acc as a blog.

Made some simple changes to the layout. All images credits to the awesome yokoyan for any images sound horizon related.

Well, time to move on after procrastinating for so long. =D

Happy 2011!!!

2011-01-01T14:14:00.002+08:00

just when i thought I would be too lazy to post anything on this blog anytime soon...

HAPPY 2011 TO ALL!!!~~

I swear I will update more here from this year onwards! I have soooo many random photos in my folder now that i wanna share! XDDDD

Back after a long break.

2010-08-02T23:01:00.005+08:00

So...I finally decide to get my lazy ass to work after settling other stuffs.

Just a quick one and over-posted drawing from one of my new fandom, "Kiben Gakuha, Yotsuya sensei no Kaidan". Sigh, what a pity it ended after only 18 chapters. I thought it was a kinda good addition to the JUMP family. >_<

I am back to my old love~ my copic markers~ <3 More randomness from what I found on my table one fine morning when i got to work.... so might as well add captions to go with it. ^^lll

One last thing, this seems good. =D

That's it for now. Next target, update my japan trip. ^^lll

I broke my own record. Its so epic I had to blog abt it.

2010-06-04T22:47:00.006+08:00

Today is the day where I broke down the most in my life.

In the morning I almost went crazy. Was left at home alone with that sick person as mum has to go book her medical check up date. Shit happened. I slammed the door shut and went out to rant on twitter since no one was ard. (Sorry Dan for scaring you.) Mum kinda guessed what I was ranting about online. No mum, there wasn't any knife involved.

(T.T count:1)

Mum went into the room and I think she somehow communicated with the sick person. She called me into the room and he held my hands. I dunno wat emotion that was...I was angry, sad, frustrated and felt everything was really unfair.

(T.T count: 2)

Waited a while before I set off for work.

No mood to take bus. Went for taxi instead. A taxi came and this woman across the road came over and tried to cut in my line. Great thing the taxi ignored her blatantly and came straight to me. He said that woman is being unreasonable to cut my queue. Thanks a lot uncle. That cheered me up a bit.

Reached the office. Supervisor came to ask me some stuffs and asked if I was ok...I think my face is really black at that moment. These few days I have problem handling ppl who are concern abt me and asked if I am ok. I couldn't reply cuz tears just well up and off to the toilet i chiong-ed even before I can reply my supervisor's question. (T.T count: 3)

Came back from toilet and saw supervisor talking with my colleague N. After that they came out from the meeting room, supervisor asked me in...he was kinda concerned and after settling some work stuffs...on to my matter. I was kinda at my limit and there goes me losing control again.(T.T count: 3) After a while of chatting and trash out session, supervisor pat me on the head and went back to his work. N came into the meeting room to accompany me.

(T.T count: 5,6, no wait..I think 7...)

Boss came in work and through the glass door I think he saw me crying.

When N and i finally step out of the meeting room, I went back to rendering my stuffs. I didn't want my personal problems to affect my work too much but I guess its already too late.

Was supposed to have a meeting at 3pm but it was somehow canceled. Could be client busy or whatever the reason is, good timing.

Didn't really go for lunch but munched on the bread I brought from home. Being alone sure calms me down a bit.

Supervisor asked if I wanna go home/go shopping/go sound studio. Of cuz I chose sound studio since its the best distraction among all and I get to help with work stuffs.

One thing about the sound studio...its damn sleep inducing...its best to have 2 ppl at least so we can slap each other awake.

The session went rather alright and fun, and progressive. Finished all the sound for the chibi series and all is left is to put in the BG and re-render everything and we are done. Recording of sounds...NGs...wrecking our brains for the corrct pitch/tone was fun...things ended earlier than expected so we went for some food.

Went to Funan with supervisor...hung ard the StarFest area...nothing much since its a Friday and not much events going on. Decided to go mac to grab some snacks. The guy who served me went "hi sir".....and my supervisor started laughing. OTL Oh well.

R will be meeting so we went off to LC. I was kinda down the whole time but trying to cheer up and really appreciate my supervisor's effort to distract me and tell me random informations of the places we walked pass.

Went to the Okinawa restaurant at the basement. Supervisor ordered some food and a choya for me cuz he knows I like it a lot. R joined us later and its nice to have a chatty guy join for dinner. R and i kept imitating the way Simon from DRRR talk, haha it was kinda fun. Total had 2 choyas and 1 apple beer and lots of great food. Supervisor said "as long as I can cheer up". I dunno manz, I am kinda not so use to such cheering up methods but really thanks for all the encouragements. I better buck up after the weekend.

Was supposed to meet bro at 7pm at PS but I reached there only at 8pm. XY and bro are eating dinner at Ajisen. Had a bit of chat, and there goes me can't hold back again when the topic came. (T.T count: 8) The act of bro passing me the tissues meant a lot to me. I suddenly got reminded that I have a brother after such a long while. Time seems to go so slow recently though.

Went to check out the new phone stuffs but some problems occurred and I can't terminate nor transfer name for my current number. Decided to do this tomolo and go home first. Bro got some supplements for mum from his house and drove me back home.

It was just a short moment with a brother and his wife back at home, to take his letter, help me draft a letter for the phone line transfer thingy and just say hi to a certain sick person... and maybe I think too much..but I thought that I could be stronger mentally with my brother ard. The whole house felt so different in a good way just with their presence.

They left a while later and will be back to help out tomolo morning with my phone stuffs and be at home. I really feel so much better about a lot of things already.

Mum came home after a while after bro and XY left. Again...she asked how was my day and there goes my emotions and T.T count: 9.

And here I am typing these out just so maybe when I read back in future..I can remind myself not to be such a cry baby and maybe just be stronger bah. I am not in the worst shit in the whole world...so i really wish I would buck up a bit more over this whole thing.

I don't want my emotions to affect my work and make my colleagues all concern over me. Their way of cheering me up on facebook are so cute though haha. Yes you 3 who replied on facebook, u know who u are. =D

Workwise...boss...supervisor...colleagues... are all really encouraging...I really dunno how to thank them for now...but i hope I can help them a lot more in future. The half days that my boss told me I can take whenever I need to, the constant encouragement from supervisor and the whacky cheering up sessions from colleagues... I really hope i can buck up soon.

I think i am sounding like some angry ranting machine these few days so its better that i go sleep early and hope for a better day tomolo. Its been a tiring day for my eyes.

(T.T count: 10)

Its been asked many times.

2010-05-02T20:12:00.009+08:00

So. We always hear this question asked randomly.

"If you have 1mth/1day/1hr of life left, what would you do?"

I realize the answer is so much easier when u actually face it.

but my question is,

"Someone in your family is estimated to have 2-3 mths left, what would you do?"

Answer: Nothing.

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Guess its one of those times where things just all clashed together for me now.

From work to life to family to cosplay stuffs. Awesome mix eh?

I am just trying to be strong here and not give anyone much trouble, but I guess I just have to ask for some help regarding cosplay stuffs.

The rest of the problems, bo bian have to find some way to live through/with it.

Amazing to realize how many things I can squeeze in within these 3 days. Though kinda emo, but at least am getting some stuffs done.

Its the awesome time again...

2010-04-25T23:34:00.004+08:00

to emo. \0/

Alright, time to get this emo shit over since its been lingering for a while. Just let me rant and everything will be fine.

What is causing this sudden mood? Let's see...

#1 - The person i can depend on/trust is not getting the amount of appreciation she deserve, and there's nothing much I can do to help.

#2 - The person i hope/really wan to trust just keeps disappointing me.

#3 - The person who should be the most responsible at this time, is totally not acting his role and has some serious priority issues.

#4 - The hypocriteS, please shut up already. Though I appreciate you guys for putting in effort on Saturday night. If we 3 are labeled as heartless for not shedding tears, its pretty obvious WHY WE CAN'T so stop acting know-it-all/high and mighty/oh-so-righteous. We do not have enough reasons to shed unnecessary water.

#5 - I am putting up with your shit not for you but for the one who deserves more care.

#6 - How long more before its over?

#7 - The thing that a lot of ppl trust in, is bullshit to me right now by looking at the whole big picture.

#8 - I want to help make the life of the victim of subject easier, but the subject that needs help totally don't deserve it at all, yet I still have to help. The most i can do is suffer together while those that should help is MIA-ing.

#9 - No one really has the time for my rants cuz everyone is busy with their stuffs and its just so not right to disturb them with my problems. Kinda make me realize how alone one can feel.

#10 - Most of the things mentioned above is so easily solved but the method is illegal.

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I don't mind if I am physically alone, in fact, I kinda love it when i get my own quiet and peaceful time. Its the feeling of "you have to do this cuz you just have to do this cuz the others who should do it are not around and you are the only one left" that makes everything so sucky.

You know what? I think I need more choya. At least I can trust that its still on my "The things i like" list.

Times like now is bad to use my favorite characters to cheer myself up cuz it will only make me feel like I am escaping reality.

More rain please. I am too sian and tired to go all sobbing like a damsel in distress. Mother nature can do it for me and its more epic recently so why not? \0/

On Kubinashi high...

2010-04-09T04:21:00.004+08:00

And SO for the past few days, blogspot simply refused to upload whatever images I wanna upload....FINALLY today can! WOOT!

One quick Dear Darling Kubinashi from Nurarihyon no Mago!~ Damn I love this series so much~ Kubinashi is just so full of ownage in the recent chapters! XD

Cant wait for chapter 102~ <3
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4:30am....

NVM~it's already out!~ ohohoho~~ kubinashi~~ and nidaime full view!~~<3

Shit lah no need sleep liao loh!!! KUBINASHI AHHHH!!!~~~<3 KEJOUROU YOU AWESOME TOO LAH~~XDDDD~~~

HAAAAAHAHAHAHA! NURARIHYON 101!!!

2010-04-04T03:43:00.004+08:00

KEJOUROU U ROCK!!!!!

AND OMG BLOGGER IS STILL NOT ALLOWING ME TO UPLOAD IMAGE OF LOVE FROM CHAPTER 101!!!

DEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!!!!

Not a bad 1st Quarter into 2010. Back log #6

2010-04-02T21:38:00.005+08:00

Alright, since today is Good Friday and i am in a not bad mood, might as well update something. =D

So far, work was alright. The storm came and went. More to come of course. Quite safe right now.

Is having random fun in the Durarara chatroom.

Am making the biggest prop I've ever made so far. Also working on alot of random props for upcoming events. *wipes sweat* hope i can manage and not screw up? =X

And since for some reason blogger is not upoading any photos, might as well stop here since can't post anything. ^^lll

Nice BGM from Umineko no Naku Koro Ni. =D

Random thought throughout the week.

You know, sometimes there's always a period where friends around me all going into full-complain-blast mode together for some reason. Could be the weather. And while things are always going wrong for other ppl, everything around me is alright. Sometimes there's this sense of guilt to be the few that is not really affected by the complain wave. I should be glad that its not every circle of friends going on complain blast mode together though. ^^lll

Then again, when the complain/emo wave hits me once in a blue moon, the others are having their normal less-complain days. Then I will be the guilty one again, to go and ruin their happy moments by spilling cold water and bring down the mood and not joining in activities since I will most probably be dealing with my emo problems somewhere on earth.

Its not really a big deal or end-of-the-world problem, just a thought from a person with 粗神经s. Its either I am too thick to understand what it takes to make one complain so much, or I am just too bo chup. Hence the "off-topic" nick in my Gchat. =D

ぬらりひょんの孫９９

2010-03-20T02:34:00.010+08:00

我。。。又。。。暴。。。走。。。了。。。

*口水鼻血流成河*～～～ <3

wah lao limbei somemore~~

UNLEASH!!!!~~~~ <3 <3~~
I am one happy Kubinashi fangirl now. =D

Aftermath of 2 concerts in 1 week...

2010-03-16T23:00:00.024+08:00

蕭敬騰我爱你！~~

ok*ahem* Yeah...=D

Went for the Kitaro concert on Tuesday after work with Xrystal and Dienna, it was really nice with all the taiko drums and the song that I waited sooooo long throughout the concert finally came! Everyone was like cheering when he started playing "Matsuri"~ That song totally made this concert worth it all! Then nvm....encore, he played it even more epicly with the singapore taiko grp! Its just awesome lah~ <3 It was later then I know that my mum's friend was also selected to go play in there! But him aging sure is really obvious now. >_<

Here's matsuri!!~ My fav! The Live feels to totally different when watching the video manz!

And the same week saturday is my sis's ROM. Didnt have time to decide what to wear so did some last min shopping in the morning with mum and managed to get something decent! XD~ Though it made bro went "OMG NARUTO!" and sis went "OMG photographer!".................=/

OK anyway on the way to the restaurant, "Just be Friends" started playing on my playlist....OOPS~~ =X

The food was nice~ and somehow i was really snapping away like crazy haha~ photos are still with sis so I'll post them next time. Only have 1 of us camwhoring with her bridal make up still on(changed out of her formal dress)~ hoho~ mascara and fake eyelash gao gao~ but it turns out nice in photos so let's heck that for now~though abit blur heh~ IGNORE MY EYEBAG THANK YOU!!! CONGRATS SIS!! ~~and good luck to ur husband WAHAHAHAHA!!!~~

Went Kino before heading to bro and his wife's house to slack...BEFORE WE HEAD TO 老萧'S CONCERT!!!!! I AM SOOOO GOING TO MAKE AN ENTRY FOR THIS WHOLE THING CUZ ITS JUST SO AWESOME AND HE'S JUST SO CUTE LAH!!!!!!!!!~~~ XDDDD~~

Been looping this song for like 2.5 days now haha!

And 2 of the other songs i totally like~ Blues~

and 王子的新衣~

So totally different from his usual shy self lah~

And aw man~ 蕭敬騰 and 方大同 these 2 are just so cute together lah~~got these link from ying~ we 2 xiao char bors are totally kee-siaoing over gchat during work on Monday loh!! I CANT WAIT TO GET MY HANDS ON THE CONCERT SHIRT!!!!XDDDD~~~

Part 1/5 (where these 2 cute guys make things hard for 小猪 to interview~)

Part 2/5 (Shit shit shit I totally squealed when 小猪 tickled 老萧's chin!!~ hear the girl's swoon at 2:02! AND HIM DANCING IN BG WHEN HIS ~~DARLING 方大同~~ BEST BUDDY IS SINGING!!!! 4:39 is so sad lah! hahaha!)

Part 3/5 (~~FEEL THEIR LOVE IN HARMONY!!!~~ His Innocent Did-I-Do-Something-Wrong face is so awwww at 6:50~~~)

Part 4/5 (LOVE OVERLOAD LOVE OVERLOAD!!!!!~~)

Part 5/5 (OMG THEIR MAGIC IS SO CUTE~~~HAHAHAHA!!!!~~~0:56 WHEN THEY TURN ARD!!~<3 1:22 小猪我同意！！ 1：57the part when they both like blurblur forgot wat to do also damn cute lah!~ talk abt marker dry during a magic trick somemore!Wtf lah! XD~2:40 I think he himself also amazed loh! 3:27 onwards damn lame but funny! haha~)

Awww man~ I am just damn crazy over his cuteness after all lah! His blur blur look when he not singing and his awesomeness when he start singing!~<3~

~~I TELL U AH! IF 蕭敬騰 IS A MANGA CHARACTER I BET WITH U HE IS THE UKE OF THEM ALL MANZ!!!!!!! HE'S SO SHORRRRRRRTT AND KYOOOOOOOOOOOOOT AMONG THE GUYSSSSS!!!!!!!~~

Ok gotta wait for my sis to pass the random photos to me before I make another fangirlin post~ *floats off to watch more videos*~~<3

BackLog errr..part....#5? - Cameron Highland 09

2010-03-06T01:00:00.019+08:00

Damn. This folder is so dust covered. Oh well. Better late than never. Random photos taken by PX and me.

Raining while travelling up the mountain.

Random Cactus

Tomatoes....Good thing Romano isn't around.

The Veggie plantation area.

Some dead plants that look like stone ornaments....^^lll

Random plants.

I think this was called Highheel something...cuz it look like high heel shoes.

Busted by PX. The days where I had longer hair..and also the white ones haha~

Took a break at their cafe where all the strawberries are used as if its free...err...well not sure about that but I do know they grow their own strawberries there~

With PX~ I love the cooling weather back there~compared to this heat now...=/
The so-called wedding photo haha~ (Omg the flowers from xxxholic~)

Random poster that we passed by during lunch....aiyah.

Forgot which day was this...but more random shots. Nothing too exciting here. Sun is damn bright, but still a cooling day(wtf?).
~~russiarussiarussiarussiarussiarussiarussiarussia~~
Supposedly beehives...?

Ah...ha...ha....more flowers. Is obviously trying to show that I am not being lazy and is abusing my sis's camera.

TELETUBBY LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something about this pic is kinda obscene. ^^lll

The so-called Green Rose...

Teh Dino....wait whut?!

The veggies selling here are damn awesome lah!!

The purple cabbage and broccoli that I used to cook those poisonous looking purple soup~<3
So different from the carrot we see here hor? Everything is damn fresh loh!
Awwww~ saw this kitten hanging around so just snapped a fast one, just so happen that I caught a shot of it licking its lips/nose/face/whichever~

And of cuz...since I was still in a hopeless KHR fangirl craze....i still DO keep my eye out for such things....though it makes no sense at all.
Ok that's all for photo spammage. Still trying to clear all the random photos and to spam my own blog with, mwahaha!~

给：某

2010-02-25T21:57:00.009+08:00

现在情况不知道对谁比较不利哦~

还是该说到底是谁需要谁？

天天小知识：别惹我。

话是这么说，不过现在我背后3位的杀气好像比我还重耶~ <3

在某方的第4位, 请暂时不要动刀。

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11：39pm

第4位，我想动刀。

Random updates.

2010-02-23T00:37:00.013+08:00

Still loving my new monstrous computer. =D

Next target, new computer table and monitor. ~~So i can put One Piece figurines on my table and stare at them while I do my work. =D~~

Wah lao I think I spend more on my computer THIS ONE TIME than my clothes throughout my living years man.

Chinese New Year, my Aunt didnt have enough slot to let me go down her shop to trim my hair so bo bian went to Taka REDS to cut my hair. But damn, it came out horrible. Usually I dun really care about how my hair look like but this time is really omfg. Mushroom head. No way can I tahan that for the next 2 mths. D: So I went down to my aunt's shop since she's not too busy now. She help me trimmed here and there, I paid, she gave me an ang bao, and it all kinda neutralized. ^^lll O well first time in my life, I actually cut my hair twice within 1 mth...no wait...2 weeks.

Hmm...this week is also where all the upcoming plans are starting to have some updates. =D

Seems like I am not the only one that feels that, though SOY is like only 3+ weeks ago, it still feels like its been a while since I've touched anything cosplay-related haha~

Random posting 2 of Jiaer and my fav photos for the shoot held a while back. I ish slow in updating yup. =D

Credits to Valefor for the photos~
~~if it hurts your eyes, sorry in advance. =D~~

Hmm...what else to update. Nothing much happening recently.(haha i wonder how long i can say this. =D)

Day job is finally moving on though we can totally screw the deadline.

Freelance is totally being an ass and treats me as if I do not have a fulltime job and is 24/7 on standby mode. Siao eh.

OK another resolution add-on for this year:

DO NOT TAKE ANYMORE FREELANCE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! I WAN MY EXTRA TIME! NOT EXTRA MONEY! D:

Hmmm..its kinda the normal peaceful life now with random ups and downs. But where's the excitement of ANYTHING. T_T

Not going to Universal Studios so soon yet..maybe wait till all the rides are open bah. PPL, SAVE UP! =D

and since I am randomly updating, here's what I gave my supervisor for his birthday. Everyone was asked to draw one for him. Didn't really know what to draw until I thought of the Grimm Brother's story that he told me a while ago. You guys can check out the story by googling "Fowler's Fowl". Its something similar to Bluebeard. =D

I hate dealing with special effects in BGs. D:

暴走

2010-02-21T11:47:00.000+08:00

I see blood on kubinashi. Enough said. =D

Random Valentine's day doodle + Fandom

2010-02-14T22:26:00.007+08:00

So.....might as well.

Oh come oooon! There's just sooooo much hints that Reiji-chwan is definitely ghei! =D

~~And the fact that phoenix rather adopt a kid than make his own tells alot too. =X~~

Feel like making an icon out of this...can't think of what yet. Its not everyday we see Naruhodo's ~~and my~~ darling with this kind of expression~ =D

CNY update

2010-02-14T15:15:00.008+08:00

As much as I hate CNY, guess it still alright to post a greet.

To anyone reading this post, Happy New Year & Happy Valentines.

Friday before we knocked off, Seb gave us all chocolate. Since I was sugar-not-so-high that day after sending my com to be fixed and getting around trying to make full use of my limited time the previous day, i chose the white chocolate...supposedly the sweetest among all.

It sure made my day much much much better. And the story that Seb shared with us about the actual valentine was rather interesting.

Happily using my new com now. Gotta run off in 10mins. I have so much to rant and post but...oh well. Later.

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Back from visiting. No mood and no reason for me to do any work.

Let's see....after spending the whole of yesterday cleaning up my room and computer table, I think i need to spend another bomb on a new monitor, table and chair. =/....*looks at bank acc*...damn the new motherboard sure murder quite abit of it. Still installing all my programmes in my com at the moment.

No time to do any much shopping at all. Wearing back old clothes for New Year.
Thanks to Nick and Joe for trying to pick clothes out for me and waited for me to try them out and their effort to yamato-nadeshiko me, but....just not my taste. Effort appreciated though I am still not happy with my current hair that Nick chose. T_T but still, THANKS ALOT FOR WAITING AND SERVING THIS DA XIAO JIE HERE!!!(though nothing was bought at the end of the 3hrs...=X)

Anyway drove mum and dad for the 1st time just now. =D Wasnt too bad, but not too smooth either. Parking? Change drivers.... =P
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Anyway one big trouble down. Spring clean done, com fixed, now left some work to be done. Ack Watever.

Not-so-Happy New Year

2010-02-09T20:12:00.004+08:00

Well, I have about 30mins left to rest before I start my work round 2 at home if I want to enjoy my New Year over the weekend.

Quick rant.

Daytime Job:

Well if the client isn't going to approve things faster, everything will be stuck at my part and I have 2 animators who will have nothing to do until I churn things out. Not helping the deadline AT ALL. We are freaking wasting time here. But bo bian, client is a nice but busy guy. Fuck his boss who is being so damn anal. And I feel damn guilty that I am creating more trouble for seb who is already freaking busy with his stuffs already. I wish I could have done more. =/ I feel like I am not good at giving directions to the BG artist helping me. I have always been the one taking orders and churning out stuffs, now I gotta learn how to pass things down for ppl to complete. Wish me luck manz.

One thing though, I am glad my colleagues are all understanding. I do not want to be too bossy or to act know-it-all at work or give command for certain things to go ahead and later realise its not the best way to work, neither do I wan to trouble seb for very single thing at work. Guess I gotta find a way to juggle between this 2 factors for the next 1 month. =/

Night time job:

After day time job ends, time for night time freelance. Yet again, I need to churn things out fast enough to occupy my 2 friends who are helping me with coloring the 30 illustrations. I myself most probably after churning the 30 linearts out...will move on to work on the other 30 REVERSE SIDE of the flip card thingy. Good thing this client is fast in replying. 60 images to be done by 15thFeb. IMPOSSIBLE! I DEMAND DEADLINE EXTENSION!

Times like these make me appreciate my friends at least 200 times more. Thank you guys. It really helps alot during my day time job to know the fact that my freelance is still progressing while I am busy at work.

Others:

I haven done my CNY shopping or cleared my room yet and I seriously need a hair cut.

Let's summarize this week.

60 images to be done, CNY shopping, Spring clean, hair cut. All by 12thFeb, if I want to enjoy my holiday. Too much responsibility for an amateur like me. I have 5 ppl waiting for me to pass them stuffs to do.

Alright sappy stuffs aside. Better buck up now and get back to work. Stress is stress, but bo bian have to find a way to pull through it. Good thing this is not permanent. And I seriously doubt I would want to take up another freelance soon.

Oh yeah. Temper wise, red alert. Small things or fangirling over something that I have no time for at all, might just spark off something from me. Sorry in advance if any of you innocent human beings kena attitude from me. (Yup sorry daikon.)

Still listening to Arashi's Believe, to be more drama, I can claim that somehow the lyrics are really holding me up now. =/

泣いて笑って進んでゆく.

On the brighter note, my wallpaper has one Mitsurugi standing there sexily, looking ghei.

And I am rewarding myself with a shopping trip after work on Friday. And maybe a cup of Koi.

To Dan. With all my love.

2010-02-01T23:45:00.003+08:00

Might as well.

慈母手中剑，
败子身上捅。
血河密密流，
唯恐速西归。
谁言没良心，
莫怨性命危。

Rabu gao gao for you.=D

GIF OMG!

2010-01-26T23:50:00.005+08:00

For Fun Joy and Laughters. Singaporeans, READ TEH LIPS. =D

No offence to yazima fans. I love them too! XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-zyZ4hX3SM

Backlog Part 4

2010-01-26T21:29:00.013+08:00

Alright drama in sgcafe is keeping me damn entertained. It even got onto LianHeWanBao today. Ok none of my business. On to random photos!

Looks abit hard to get distinction if you need to do sit-up and long jump both at one go to get 1 count. ^^lll

One of the nice cats in AMK.

...in unglam pose.

Sorry ah my ang mo damn cui...can someone explain this to me?

*Thunder peep*!

Last year no chance to celebrate Halloween with the Tenipurians. So i made myself a sad sad lunch the following monday. =D

Our supervisor went on leave one fine day and we changed his boring wallpaper to something more exciting.

Colleague's hp strap made of win.

Just had to take this photo...

Epic thread closed. But the number of replies, the number i see liao quite happy though abit tiao zi. =P

No more sgcafe drama to read. I ish abit sadded. But nvm. Still got SOY.

Backlog Part 3

2010-01-26T01:28:00.020+08:00

Homg computer! Don't fail me now!

Well so far so good....at least I can still resize/edit/ photos without the blue screen of death suddenly cast upon me. T_T

On to random photos!

The Elizabeth snack that was passed around during Dan's bday outing!~ Just the fact of eating Eliz in one mouth makes the feeling more shuang! XD

Random cat we saw while on the way to Wednesday Life Drawing sessions.

The things and photos you see at Seiransai..... =D

The manri-est pikachu you've ever seen. Ash/Satoshi is now officially teh uke.

Yes...feel the gheiness of handsome suit.

Something really worth taking photo of during Seiransai.

The cutest pop'n'music session I've ever had at lila's office. The buttons are damn cute lah! but need a while to get use to it cuz quite small. ^^lll

Passed by this car while on the way to jiaer's house...

Since we are at car numbers...might as well. =D

Found these photos while browsing through my jammed up photo folder! Taken while cosing switch girl with snowi haha! Geek glasses FTW!!!!

(Someone left the trolley there...might as well right??!!)

The 3 camwhores~!

Up next is my favourite! i look damn cui here but the WTF aura is just gao enough!XD
Can't remember what made us go WTF though. ^^lll

OK That's all for now!

Computer Crisis...

2010-01-10T21:51:00.005+08:00

Just when i finally am fired up to update more stuffs on my blog, this had to happen.

Its like a gamble every time I switch on my com. I need hell lots of luck for everything to load properly. Sometimes can, sometimes cannot. Ernest came over to help me fix some stuffs till 6am. Thankx man owe u big time!

Now...at least the blue screen of death is kinda.....gone. Considering getting a new com. But let's just see how things go.

Shit man....one weekend wasted...the sigma cards not really done.....shiok liao. CHIONG AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:

Heng got wolfpaw's help....if not sure buang. T_T

Bought a 1 TB HDD to back up my files...and ANY files in future...whew. Finally can consolidate everything in one place. *wipes sweat*

Got my SOY costume today. Woot. Left abt 40% to be done. ^^lll

Random doodle #001

2010-01-06T01:36:00.007+08:00

Since photoshop is opened on my desktop...and lazy to continue the sigma cards at the moment(oops~ jiaer dun kill me~XDD)....might as well doodle abit before going to bed. ^^lll

Wasn't really thinking when doodling and whacking the colors but hey, I kinda like how it turned out. Kinda fits my current blog title "霧の向こうに繋がる世界" for some reason XD~

Ok nitez!

Backlogging Part 2/?? - Baking session on 2nd August'09 @ Jiaer's house

2010-01-05T23:57:00.019+08:00

Whew! 3rd day updating. I hope I can keep this up haha! Tomolo definitely cannot since got life drawing session and i will most probably KO when I get home.

Ok~ Baking session. The girls take care of the scones(yes u hetalia fans... stop jumping...no England scones here.)while the guy(actually only Gwing alone.)take care of the cakes! And our almighty baker, Gwing, made us 2 cheesecakes!! The original one and a hazelnut one! Damn we are a such a lucky and sinful bunch! XDDD~ must kop recipes from him soon haha!

On to the photos!~

Fooling around with the dough. Creepy smiley face for you~

Ko with her dough and candid lila~

Did not have proper cutting tools so lila improvised the cup... which worked really well haha!

As usual...me fooling around in the kitchen.

TUG-O-DOUGH!!~

1st batch of scones!~ Jiaer's fingers decided to join in. ^^lll

Looks not bad eh?~ Hey look~ my piece of shit at the corner! XDDD~

Vandalise abit...

Waiting for 2nd batch of scones to be done! Ko spotted me haha~

The whole spread with the sandwiches and scones made by the girls, tea stuffs by karu and cheescake x 2 by Gwing! Wah...even more hiong than buffet sia!~

So much food...next time better not make so much haha~

The heavenly hazelnut cheesecakes....I wan to eat it again~~.....without the other stuffs....if not waste Gwing's effort. T_T

The shifu himself serving us!! Aiyah never take front view.

OK that's all this time~ Whahaha I feel like this is getting shorter and shorter! =D

Random Photo backlog....Part 1/??

2010-01-05T00:13:00.021+08:00

So many random photos in my folder but too lazy to post since last year.... Haha until now. ^^lll. Better clear now if not no time to post random pics for this year manz.

Mostly photos taken while I am still freelancing.

Spot the Jiaer. Momo and I buried her under the toys while she napped. =D

Medama Oyaji....T_T....my regret ahhh....just couldn't UFO it out!! ARGH!! Asked the person to put it back to that position so many times but still....OTL... 我恨啊啊啊！！

Random cat that look like tiger in AMK. ^^lll

Sis graduation ceremony. Nice view, woot~

After the ceremony...

Helped out with some voice acting after drawing the storyboard. The sound studio is so cosy lah...if i work here sure doze off everyday....<3~~

Script and mic.So damn nervous sia~ XDD~ but its still a fun experience!~

The class of almost 40 that I had to assist came after this. Was damn nervous taking on a whole class on my own. But oh well...its not too bad. ^^lll And who cares if they say hp is not allowed. Like hello...wat generation liao~ =D

Random cat sleeping in Geyland Bahru multi-storey-carpark near XY's house....nice sexy pose!

Abit old but...reminds me of somebody. I wonder who. =D

Forgot wat these mini grapes are called....they are damn cute and nice to eat lah~ though abit sour... ^^lll

You've heard of the term "over-cosed character". Now comes the term "over-taken picture"! Dun care, my turn to SPAM. =D

So. Ipin. When will the beef flavor come out? =D

Ok....20% of my folder gone through...now to pick out random ones from the remaining 80% tomolo...^^lll

Woot and its only 00:31am now! I can still go read abit more foxtrot! haha!

Ah...long weekend....GONE SO FAST!

2010-01-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

So. Trying my best to update my blog even if its going to be 2:30am now. This new Year resolution sure needs abit of persevering for a slacker like me.... OTL

1/1/10...Friday
Bro droved us(XY, sis and me) to Tampines and I passed Kenny the present for Joan before meeting back with bro they all at Challenger. 1TB HDD...WANT!

Went for some snacks at Manpuku. Ramen and rice are all side dishes when placed with these tarts!! Hur hur~~

Top left, Blueberry tart~. Top right, Mixed berry tart. Bottom left, Strawberry Mont Blanc. Bottom right, Caramel Banana tart! And the teas are just a dollar each~ though each slice of cake is either $7.50 or $8. ^^lll

After that was about time to walk thunder so we went XY's house to slack and decide what to do next. Wanted to watch some movies but its either some of us watched liao or its too gay(read: Sherlock Holmes) for bro. So went Udders to tabao some ice cream and went back home to eat. Bro bought Rum'n'raisin, XY bought Bailey's flavour. I got Ballsy Mint and Sis got D24 durian flavour. Wow....a pint each. Can't finish ^^lll...

Some incident in bro's car...
(Click for larger view.)

Blardy hell. =.=lll Lock the window somemore....zzzzz.

End of 1/1/10.

2/1/10(Saturday)

....let's see....lila, jiaer, piyo, ade and wolfpaws dragged ourselves out of bed to go prawning at bottletree park at 10am in the morning. Bro and XY came along too~when it comes to prawning..i guess bro just wun wan to miss it out. ^^lll Had mac breakfast while waiting for everyone to arrive.

Rate:

1hr: $14.50.
2.5hr: $29.00
4hr: $53.50 (.....i think..?)

Anyway 2 of us to a rod, 2 sets of 2.5hrs....so total of 5hrs and our result was about 40 prawns~ not bad for beginners! The uncles there are damn nice and taught us some tips~ XD Piyo and my bro caught a lobster each! Woot! The uncles near us are damn pro...almost like every 5mins one catch...OTL

....i dun care ah...next time I go...I am so getting earthworms. D:

Some random pics~
Bro's lobster

1st time changed position!
2nd time change position. The uncle in white shirt and jeans damn pro... machiam all the prawns are crazily in love with his bait or something even though our lines are all gathered in the same area. T_T

Bro caught quite alot of prawns along with XY loh. I only caught 5. T_T its like...1hr 1 prawn. zzzzzz.....

Bro and XY left first cuz they have a wedding dinner later on so they went home to rest. The rest of us came back to my house to cook the prawns with 2 diff styles~ 1 with red wine and 1 with butter heehee~ Don't have photos of the cooked prawns but its not bad for us beginners liao! But abit high cholesteral haha~ better not go prawning too much ^^lll.

After the rest moved on to chompchomp I KO-ed on the sofa abit while waiting for bro, XY and sis to come home. Sis came home too. Watched abit of Sound horizon DVD while the 4 of us decide where to go. Nick called and ta-da~ problem solved. Had a mini chit-chat session at Tung Shui somewhere in Thomson along with Nick and Kelvin. My order~

"Laughing the hell out" is always available when u go out with Nick and Kelvin, according to my sis, and I believe it now haha! 6 of us moved on to Bedok 85 for porridge and another round of chit chat then its time to head home.

3/1/10(Sunday)

Wolfpaws came over and I helped her make her wara ningyo for her jigoku shoujo shoot. Woohoo~ can't wait to see! XD~ after that sis shoo-ed us to my bedroom cuz she need the study room for her tuition. We surfed a few random sites and failblog.org. Then she went off to meet her friends while I planned to slacked for the rest of today. Napped abit then Mum called me to carry some stuffs for her and she's waiting downstairs. Chit-chatted with Auntie Vivian and mum for an hr plus. Finally had time to sit down and type this entry before sleeping.

OK DONE! SLEEP! Sigh....work....T_T....

1st post of 2010!~ Happy New Year to all!

2010-01-01T20:05:00.000+08:00

Alright Happy New Year all fellow bitches! XD Long time no update manz.

Ok maybe just add on to my already-not-so-short New Year Resolution...

I'll try to update as often as I can and not let this blog go stale and die haha~ *flees from all those who had been pestering me to update*

Hopefully this year will be another great year~ since 2009 did not end off too bad for me. Of cuz shit do happen here and there, random childish ppl to deal with, awkward situations to wriggle my way out, still, its not too bad. :)

Just a random doodle for the 1st month of 2010.

Random Rikuo sketch! XD

~~why oh why did I make him look so evil for some unknown reason.....OTL. photoshop overload.~~

Once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!

~~Basically I greet here cuz I am just too lazy to send out sms and the network is just damn busy and rejecting all my sms-es. zzzzz~~

Quiz grabbed from Mel's blog

2009-07-07T13:10:00.000+08:00

...and i am supposed to be doing my other stuffs haha ^^lll

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Err.... not all are true...and some contradicts..haha wtf~ ^^lll U judge.

Outing and outings again!

2009-05-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

Was supposed to update on my Cameron Highland trip...but I am just so lazy to do mass pics now....so just a few random pics haha~

Had been catching up quite a lot with secondary school friends recently. Though almost couldn't find our way out of the shopping centre..... (._.lll)...cuz we stayed and chatted too late and they locked most of the main doors....

Anyway! Some pics of the food we had~....actually I can't really remember who ate what but....oh well. ^^lll

Yeah...blurry photos are blur. OTL

Anyway it was really nice catching up with secondary school friends. Its kinda amazing how we managed to stay in contact even though I seldom hang out with them back then. Can't wait for the next outing with them. =)

Anyway yesterday there was an event at suntec. Well...it's not really THAT exciting so we ended up slacking outside convention hall 602. Met some friends from school like IZ and SY.

More randomness.=D

I am just so damn lazy to take photos of most of the cosplayers cuz my HP just isn't good enough. Besides, most photos can be browsed at in the forum so...yup. Just one here that the bunch of us really liked. Jesuke's TYLmukuro is really cool and she's patient enough to take photo with one group after another of people. Roy is so totally high over her, and credits to her for the next photo~....but I was stupid enough to stand directly beside her cuz the contrast of shuai4-ness(jesuke) and cmi-ness(me) is so freaking obvious...zzzz...so as to make this pic look nicer, I told Roy I will put the xedo icon over my fugly face ohohoho~ here it is~

Yup. Definitely looks better after I whacked that icon on my face. =D

[Add on: Revive also request to whack a GL icon over her head even though I think her face was alright to be seen unlike mine....zzzzz...Daikon and Snowi dun u both dare request hor! XD]

Snowi bought this banana chocolate pocky. I think I've become a fan of it~ cuz it tastes more like banana and since I am not really a fan of chocolate biscuits~~ recommended~ and I have no idea why the drum sticks/rollers are there. ^^lll

Walked around looking for dinner. Wanted to go orchard but the shop that Beffy needed to go might be closing so we decided to hang around suntec. Ended up at this place...I forgot the name...but its free flow ice cream and drinks and being the typical singaporean...well..u can guess the rest lah. Anyway the food is not bad lah~ =D

Hmmm.... kinda hard to squeeze everyone in this pic...well i tried~ at least 勉强can lah~ haha~

Went DBG to Jubeat and local-ed with Danz. Finally managed to get an unstable "A" for "True Love"....and consecutive "D" for "Evans".... *palms face*....met a few long time no see Jubeat khakis from the forum~

Went home with Beffy and Daikon after that. It was a nice day out, just that weather damn hot.... ^^lll....Got down the bus at the same stop as Daikon and walked from there. It's so nice to walk at night~ much cooler and more peaceful.

It's been a while...

2009-05-17T19:31:00.000+08:00

Yup...sure has been a while since I've last updated anything. ^^lll

~~(Daikon in BG: it's not been a while, ITS BEEN VERY LONG)~~

Let's see what have I accumulated in my photo folder.....

....shiatz. I think I'll just grab a few...^^lll.......

Mass random photo posting alert?

Almond tea with egg. ISH NICE. =D

Was at Daiso. Mori picked up this "shit" thing. I wanted to take a photo of it but somehow...it came out kinda unexpected. =D ~~yeah right, sorry stranger I just need a certain victim and you happen to be there.~~

The reason why I can get out of bed earlier nowadays. Just to face this poster everyday when I get down my bed ohoho~

Who is more dangerous? Hello Kitty or Krauser? Oh come on we all know Hello Kitty isn't as innocent as he/she look!

I tot it was a nice idea to put that poster there to scare girls. I though it was lame for the bunch of girls to actually fall for it and shriek their lungs out.

*Couldn't resist taking this bunch of cloud at Clarke Quay*

.....rain.come.please.thankx.

Suspicious person spotted at Kurobara...somebody please identify. =D

Oh come on! ANYONE would want to snap a stalking photo of Chibi Shamal carrying a niang bag and munching on crepes! XD

Nice displays that works only at night.

The amount of girls sending shuui and min off to Japan. Woot.

Bye girls! Take care ya? see ya in a year's time! =)

Purple broccoli from Cameron Highland and....watever that's called.冬虫夏草？ Yes Mum can be the next Bianchi. =D no wait, at least mum's cooking is waaaaay edible ok!! This soup is nice de hor! XD

I never believed when lila and jiaer told me about the tissue mountain they left after eating. Now I do. ^^lll

Random tree taken from car.

Evans mass fail festival.

It's been a while since I've touched this game. Results? S.A.D.

Went out with xuannie to book Jap lesson before going for lunch. Here's my meat-look-alike-sandwich. Cheese & onion foccacia bread is love.

I really want to put the pic of her looking ERK at the spaghetti side by side with this, but nah~ =D

I know parents always tell us not to play with out food, but one should never eat more than one can take...so...might as well....out of a fangirl's request....

Ohohohoho~~ KHR fans you know what this is! Too bad not enough peas and space if not I will surely request for a "69" to be added in front!

Tired cat is epic win.

Close up~ this fella here just used its tail to swipe my finger off without opening it eyes when I touched it. ^^lll....ok lah dun ka jiao u liao.

Yesterday went Cash Studio at Somerset with Kentarou and Sayaka. It's been a while since there's a meet up and cash studio session! The one at Somerset is sooo much better! I am stalking there from now on manz!

Anyway went for Chanko nabe(?) after singing! Wah Kentarou knows more about Singapore than me haha ^^lll~ It was nice! Next time can bring friends go! =P

Chatted about ~~yaoi~~ fandom and somehow KenToru pairing popped out. Ohohoho poor Toru got marked as uke when he's not around. It was damn funny when Sayaka told Ken the difference in the position of the name to determine who is seme and who is uke. Ken's experession was priceless. Sayaka also know alot of seiyuus! Koyasu FTW!!

Though she's abit camera shy, I still managed to snap a pic of her and kikkuri-san there~

Walked around PS....went to TCC to slack. Sayaka was hiong enough to order the wasabi milk shake...well its not bad actually. =D
Tim and Sae Jung joined us later. More chit chats then we went home first. Sae Jung and Tim went for round 2 of drinks somewhere else. Can't wait for the next outing! =)

Whew. Good thing I sort of finished my work so can stay out abit later.

Next entry...most probably spam about my Cameron trip bah.

[Add on]
Somerset Cash Studio got freaking updated songs lah!

-DMC's Amai Koibito and Satsugai!
-矢島美容室's ニホンノミカタ-ネバダカラキマシタ
-Natsume Yuujinchou's certain certain song..
- Macross Frontier's famous few songs by those 2 singing divas,
- ARASHI'S TRUTH!!!
- Sorry no Koi no ABO. =D

Long Time No Update

2009-03-09T00:07:00.000+08:00

Well, alot of fun things happened, but I am just so lazy to update all, as usual. How about something even more random than random this time? =)

Work is coming in and I guess I'll have to take a break from the things I enjoy doing like surfing net and manga and stuffs. Yeah sure everyone know it sucks, but hey, I wan $$$$~......I feel like I just typed some bullshit cuz anyone with brains will know its important to get a job when u hit certain age, cant deny that.

I am trying to make my entry longer as u can see. =D

Let's see....a few things I hope I can achieve by the end of 2009. No harm typing out here.

1) Get JLPT 3. (...long way ahead)
2) Get driving license. (...yes I know u bastards are picturing all the car crashes I will get in in ur mind right now! RIGHT?! =D)
3) Draw even more stuffs!!~

Feels kinda hard to drag my pathetic ass to the lessons and work, but hey, if I get it done asap, I dun have to worry about it next time~

Just kinda worried that all these will be empty words as laziness takes over. *slaps self* Luckily got friends to learn things together~ at least can minimize that possibilty! =P

As to some friends, I really hope they know what they are talking and doing, or what they are really losing when they speak irresponsibly. "Don't care", to me is usually a form of avoiding, or in a nastier form, no guts to face certain issues, or due to other reason, do not want to bring up something that affects them emotionally(WHICH ironically, means they give a freaking big damn abt it haha~ isn't it kinda amusing? I am sure most of you out there have encountered such situation before.). Try not to use it too much ya? It doesn't reflect well on oneself when you said you don't care but your action shows otherwise. Help is always around if you are willing to ask.

You cant "Don't care" forever and it's an actual fact. It's just going to haunt you sooner or later or just backfire by the end of the day.

You really can't keep on eating your words forever.

You can't have too much of a pride if you want to learn and change. Its the most useless thing to keep if you have set on to change for the better.

Yes its true that everyone is entitled to have their own beliefs and do what they think is right, but if along the way you see a whole row of casualties including urself, something is wrong with your so-called belief.

Treasure your friends when you still have them, don't take them for granted. Its always better to make more friends than enemies. If you approach a friend for help and he/she dumps u aside, do what is best for yourself.

And you HAVE TO understand that the most useful words in life might not sound pleasing to the ears. You'll just have to learn to listen. Its really simple.

Well, anyway my phone is on 24/7, just feel free to call me when you feel sad or something bothers you ok? Cheers!

Since most KHR fans are doing it on their blogspot....=P

2009-02-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

KHR what ifs reaction meme~
by: chumee
http://chumee.livejournal.com/4888.html

Instruction: Err..Read the sentence, and type down your reaction. 8D
Warning(?): Some sentences may induce the 'WTF' expression. o_o

1.) Tsuna gets a perfect score in the finals.
- .........The Earth will die.

2.) Lambo lost his appetite.
- Force him to eat till he cries. hur hur. I dun like him anyway. =D

3.) Ipin offers you a gyoza bun.
- Take it and hope that I survive after eating it.

4.) Reborn became your home tutor.
- Shiokness...sooo...as the next boss...do I get 6 other hawt guardians?~=D

5.) Ryohei stops saying 'EXTREME.'
- I....dun really care.

6.) Haru and Kyoko invite you to eat cake with them.
- I WAN CHEESECAKE!! =D

7.) Gokudera got over his trauma(?) of Bianchi.
- Hm. No more fun.

8.) Hibari tells you he's going to bite you to death.
- COME COME COME!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

9.) You saw Mukuro eating pineapple.
- So....which one is mukuro and which one is the pineapple? *flees before getting trident-ed*

10.) Tsuna asks you to make Gokudera stop smoking.
- Bianchi, I need your help. =D

11.) You *accidentally* (o rly) see Yamamoto take off his shirt. (this is after baseball practice. 8D)
- *digs nose*....not as if its Hibari or Mukuro.

12.) Lussuria acts manly and rejects all things gay, including Levi.
- WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO MY ONEE-SAMA??? o_0 ~~Oh who cares abt Levi anyway.~~

13.) Levi got over his obsession love for Xanxus.
- Damn, no more crack hage doujins. =.=

14.) Dr. Shamal suddenly chases men, instead of women.
- Please let it be either 18 or 59. =D

15.) Bel becomes a pauper.
- He'll finally stop going "Cuz i'm a prince"......right?

16.) Viper (Mammon) became his adult self in front of you.
(extra question: how does he look like..?o_o)
- Decide immediately whether he can seme or uke when paired with Bel more important. =D

17.) Squalo was ambushed by crazy barbers and made his hair look like Kusakabe's.
- SOMEONE PREPARE THE OUENDAN CLOTHES AS WELL PREASE!!!

18.) You saw Byakuran in a marshmallow man costume. (you know..Ghostbusters? 8D;; )
- .......did u just get dumped or something?

19.) Xanxus' new hobby is knitting.
- ....please put away ur hair accesory before its all knitted away.

20.) ...Amano Akira-sensei changes KHR's genre from shounen to shounen-ai / BL.
- KHR YAOI FANGIRLS LET'S PARTEEEEEEHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok That's all. =D

モノノ怪 - 薬売り Fanart

2009-01-19T01:24:00.001+08:00

First complete art of 2009. Current fandom. Sexy medicine seller. Voiced by Sakurai Takahiro. Nuff said. =D

Not really the best Kusuriuri fanart around, in fact I am so not doing any justice to this sibei awesome anime, but kinda glad that I finally got the guts to try some other style?.......oh well, still lots to improve! ^_^

Anyway found this fanmade video. The song is so much love! =D

This Pop'n Music one damn cute~ XD

Cool Video adventure on youtube!

2009-01-02T03:19:00.000+08:00

Alright this might have been around for sometime and I am just slower than the others. But hey, its still cool!

START HERE! and choose how the story goes! =D

Its pretty short but still great effort! =D

And since this post is for some videos, might as well, add one of my favourite group, JAM PROJECT! NO BORDER! XDDD~~~

This song is kinda new...but not so new...oh well. Its still nice! Just like most of their songs! =P

Last Day of 2008.

2008-12-31T20:51:00.000+08:00

Ok this must the 10000000001th blog entry all around the world with this title.

So yup. Happy New Year to everyone. Last rant for this year. =)

....Alright I am not really looking forward to January but its gonna be here despite my protests.

More things to face and things to settle. I know I am not going to have a good start for the year but hope it will get better gradually.

Let's see.

I am still kinda affected by whatever happened previously and is still trying to get over it. Going out with friends helped temporary, but when I am alone, well, back to square 1. Oh well its sure does takes time. Just trying my best not to think too much about it but I just can't help it.

I am glad I still have friends who care. I consider myself lucky to know them. =) And also be there when i need them.

Of course I also don't want to trouble them too much with my own problems. Sorry if I kept things to myself. I just though I could handle my own problems alone.

Yeah sure it does feel lonely sometimes to face the fact that you are in this all alone with no one to help you at all, not even your family....guess it happens to everyone at least once in a life time bah.

Alot of things sure happened in the later part of 2008. Some good, some bad, some stupid and some just totally new. Lots of doubts and disappointments to overcome. Some friendships died and some new friends found.

Hmm. What a joyful start of 2009.

Misunderstandings.

2008-12-23T17:04:00.000+08:00

You know, sometimes its just this sucky. I though I could get this over easily, and its already been a while since the incident and here I am still cant letting it go.

A certain misunderstanding is happening between u and another person. The moment it took place, u knew the other person misunderstood some of your actions but somehow, u just dun feel like saying it out and let the person rant on and the misunderstanding stays and the friendship broken.

That's what happened between me and another friend. I wonder why I decided not to tell that friend that she misunderstood some of my actions the moment it happened. Its not that I don't treasure this friendship. She really helped me out a whole big lot and I really appreciate it and I have no idea how to repay her for her effort. Maybe subconsciously, I think it might make her feel better to think that she's right to conclude that I am the one at fault, when in actual fact, she misunderstood some of my actions. OK sure, a lot of other factors piled up and lead to this current situation, but its just this part that I just wonder if I should let her know or let it be.

Imagine I tell her on the spot that she misunderstood my actions, given the situation when neither of us are in the calm state, it might not get through and I might look like I am making up excuses and the argument might just become worse from there. I think that's why I chose to let the misunderstanding stay and walk out. It's not like I gave up or what. I just thought that if the conversation drags on, its not going the right way. So why continue? Might as well I disappear from her sight.

Oh well. I'll just see how things go from here on bah.

Halloween~ + Bunny Visit

2008-11-01T01:00:00.000+08:00

Might be abit late with this post cuz its like....already 1st November. Hm.

Oh well~ just for the fun of it~ ~~Squished spider with rotten meat sauce pasta~~~~ Tomato mince meat sauce with mushroom~

Can't wait for tomorrow's Halloween dinner with the rest!~

OK next. Spot the odd one out. =D

Shanshan's bunny, named Kimi is damn cute lah~

insert random title here please

2008-10-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

Guess i still have a looooong way to go.

Hur. I don't even know what's exactly happening here. ^^lll

悪魔城ドラキュラジャッジメント!

2008-10-25T15:47:00.000+08:00

Cuz i am a sucker to obata's evil looking characters, i'm in love with Aeon already even before the game is out next year. Is he like the evil version of sigma or something? Also same same got pocket watch/clock/portable clock tower thingy as weapon and wears glasses and with ALMOST the same hairstyle and dress code....or maybe its just me thinking too much~ =P

Heh but damn the more i look at the both of them, the more i think Aeon is the possessed/dark sigma or something lah~ got weapon upgrade somemore worxx~

Oh well maybe it's just the fangirl brain going haywire again~ =D

Hmmm....Wii abit none of my business but just for the fun of it, here's the link.

悪魔城ドラキュラジャッジメント

Might as well keep track of this site just in case they decide to make an aeon figurine~
whoever this main guy is, i no interest. *bias*

http://www.konamistyle.jp/sp/dracula_fig/

........................................and which idiot ate my cup noodle huh!? ()&#$!&#)&!(@*#^@!*)(#^@!#

Sigma Harmonics~Re-colour!

2008-10-24T15:06:00.000+08:00

Okay cuz the previous tryout with marker was epic phail-age, here's another quick digital version...hopefully its better.

......ok its not really the best fanart around... but at least the colours are more correct this time? ^^lll~

Sigma Harmonics ate my brain.

2008-10-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

OK anyway decided to take a break today cuz its my birthday, and draw something I wanted to draw before the day ends~........which also means it kinda rushed out...

Damn I dun care, I am so gonna find time to do a proper one one of these days!

...for 1st time colouring...its only after i saw the actual color on my desktop then I realize how freaking OFF the marker colors were.....kaoz.

I knew I'll die horrendously without colour reference....but this one i totally died-ed-ed-ed spectacularly after switching on the com and comparing it with the colors i had on the original paper....zzzzzzzzzzz

and so....to escape reality.....=D......

Mwahaha~

And thanks again for all the birthday wishes from all my family and friends today!~

I had fun killing the cake which is all froze up. ^^lll

Chey!~

2008-10-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

Saturday and Sunday were packed with sabo-ing and surprises. Haha thanks all who celebrated my bday early with me!~

Had birthday lunch with godpa and family and my mum just now. Didnt know there was this japanese restaurant behind YCK swimming complex.

Reached home and Lucas called. I tot "Wah how come some shit like me can also kena".

In the end they looking for 3D peeps and my portfolio is sooooo not that category. then the conversation kind of turned to stammers when they realise i am not into 3D. And when they asked me to intro some 3D peeps or classmates i know...well...most of them are still in army. Wat to do? And since they dun need 2D ppl.... well I guess I can just siam to one corner bah~ Besides I dun think they need someone like me. ^^lll

For a moment I really o_0 abit sia. But oh well, I've thrown most of my Maya skills back to whichever lecturer that taught me and now i am only left with the basic knowledge of how to "Open" and "Save as" skills in Maya. =D

As if got use. =_=

Well the sound of "Hey we worked on POTC before" really made me wan to throw everything away and fly over if possible in the first place, but then again, clone wars. Ermz. Nvm. My skills? Phail. HELL NVM~~~~

Yup so there goes. Time to move on. Though still abit in the "Chey!" mode.

レイトン教授と最後の時間旅行!!

2008-10-16T15:04:00.000+08:00

WOOHOO!!!~~~ LAYTON 3!!!

But they made it so sad...T_T...

I LIKE!!!! XDDDDD

But i dun wan it to be the last T_T.....

Can so totally die over the grown up Luke~~ got oguri shun voiced as certain character!? I hope its grown-up luke~

November~ where are you~~

Sigma Harmonics owns me soul...

2008-10-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

.......ok slave to another fandom. Was playing the game... then just got moe-ed and hearts hearts and more hearts appear everytime i see sigma. =D~~

The blood splattering is my total weak point and i just died when i see blood on sigma's face loh~ wat else can I ask for?~ And yes die neon biatch die. Now to find a nice seme for sigma. Ooo~ how about...ANOTHER SIGMA???~~~ =D

......and is that CCS at 3:48?......

Hope got more blood and tears throughout the game~~Just need these 2 factors then I ish happy fangirl liao. =D

Going to have manga somemore. Shiokness!!~

*Stalks this*

And omg the website drama is LOVE lah!!!~~

Dammit lah can someone make this into an anime pllleeeeeaaaasssseeeee~~~~XDDDDD

Random photos I found in my folder

2008-10-11T00:16:00.001+08:00

k I am no pro photographer and I was browsing through my freakingly messy folder and found a few sky pics I took randomly. Didn't even know I still kept them until today. Oh well kinda like some of them. Cuz they look fake when I took them.

haha next one is one of my fav for some unknown reason.

This one also one of my fav. Cuz its going to rain and the clouds is damn dark and heavy looking~

DSLite-er!! No wait.............. Its DSi~~~

2008-10-06T00:26:00.000+08:00

So now all the main portable consoles are trying to go smaller and bigger at the same time.

Last time we had PSPslim, finally something for the DS fans~ =D

I know its nothing new...but a DS finally with camera looks lovable.

I dunno why got double camera but oh well 2 is usually better than 1 i guess~

Slimmer~bigger screen~wonder if the wallpaper size will stretch itself for this new DSi... I kind of dislike the blue and yellow colour light....o_0.... power on button inside...i can so expect myself to accidentally hit it and switch my game off after finishing a random boss fight that took me hours.....man that will suck so bad ^^lll......

Nicer interface?~~chio-ness?~

Heng-ly got black and white instead of some random lime green or gold or silver colour ah ^^lll

I dun really see wats so great about having an SD card slot though....well yeah more memory i guess?

Ok one problem.

Where's the mic? .....izzit that small dot beside the inner camera? o_0

Pic Source

You know what's gonna be the best thing?

If SOMEONE will just remake Fatal Frame into a DS version......and the players get to experience the real feeling of clicking a real camera( the ds "R" button...)....not say it cant be done with a DS that doesnt have a camera function lah....but i just tot it might be fun...

Then again, that's never gonna happen since Wii got a step ahead liao. And the DS screen is too small for such game....miracle~ where's j00000??~~
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Then again, this thing can be taken off the Xmas wishlist liao.

Like wat the hell can i take with a blardy 0.3megapixel camera????

Wan to secretly take the handsome hunk across my mrt seat while pretending to be playing some random games also cannot loh!! Kaoz!! =_=

Lesser battery life is also another down point.....if this make-shift MP3 player of mine dies every 1 hour....I think forget it loh.

No such things as accidents.

2008-10-01T14:35:00.000+08:00

Yeah was searching urban legend CMs and passed by this...well..i find it quite a good idea but sadly, not alot of ppl can take important msgs if u try to scare them. Wat a waste for such CMs to be banned.

Random marker practice.

2008-09-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

Cuz i am not doing justice to my darling markers....so...yup.

Sorry if this kills your eyes.

Own comments:

-perspective phail
-colour combi phail
-line quality phail
-get you lazy ass out and practice more for goodness sake....

B/W version:

Most failed marker version:

Was trying to imitate oda's colouing style but....guess I still have a long way to go ^^lll

And oiiii....how come the colour for the guy behind turn out so bright after scanning huh!? The girl's one also but doesnt look too jialat...... =__=lll...the original not so bright de leh! Anyway can tell that I having lots of trouble deciding the guy's colour hor? Aiyah try again next time. Marker got no ctrl-z i also cannot do anything. ^^lll

Oh oh I love the white ink i bought~ Its so damn useful~ but in the end I overuse it....OTL...

Bakuman

2008-09-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

Thankx to emmanuel who intro-ed this to me....I think I am going to be a slave for yet another fandom now.... =D

The recent chapter of the both of them chiong-ing the manga out before summer holiday ends is so like the previous time i chionged my oh-hell-lots-of-shit manga with dorothy. ^^lll....though not as jialat as the manga characters lah of coz.....but seeing the screentones flying everywhere.... really reminds me of it loh....haha...

abit miss the chionging-project-with-friends days.

Recently did another damn failure story...was thinking of sending in for a competition but right now..... i think i fucked it up half way. And i realise i am damn useless without the grey screentones....zzzzz.... well......guess its time to start from scratch again.....OTL...nvm there's always next year...but better not misuse the term "next year" bah....I dun think I want to waste too many "next year"s right now heh. ^^lll

Awwww man~ Cant wait for Chapter 8~~XDDD~

Oh one more thing.

Who is that CUTE girl who gave my no. to this random guy when he asked YOU for YOUR number huh? Next time can use someone else's no. if u wan to lie abt it? Or just say NO and DUN give ANY number at all? I dun need some random guy sms-ing me early in the morning and blahblahblah ruin it for me. Own up bitch.

....if you are really really really THAT bored......

2008-09-24T13:00:00.000+08:00

Hide and Seek Alone? Found this on some random japanese website.

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Prepare the following items:

-Soft toy with 2 arms and 2 legs.
-Uncooked rice
-Red string
-Sharp item...e.g Knife, penknife, something sharp enough to stab through cloth etc etc
- One cup of salt water.

Preparation:

-Replace the toy stuffing with the uncooked rice.(So kids, please make sure u are using a CHEAP toy and not some MetoYou teddy bears yeah?~)
-Dump in your chipped off nail/hair/any part of yourself in as well.
-Sew the toy up with the red strings.
-Tie the remaining red string around the soft toy body.
-Give that thing a name. (Let's use "XXX" for now.)

Seeking:

-Start at 3am. (Whut?!)
-Repeat "最初の鬼はXXX" 3 times to the toy.(It's gonna sound damn weird for other languages manz...)
-Go to the bathroom.
-Dump the toy into the bathtub.(Looks like this game is for the rich ppl with bathtubs...or only for japanese where most of them have bathtubs?)
-Fill the bathtub with water enough to cover/drown the toy. (....if u care for ur bill, dun play this too much.)
-Switch off all electric appliances in your house besides the TV.(Do this after drowning ur toy so u get to walk ard the house?)
-Close your eyes and count to 10.
-Hold the knife/sharp object and go back to the bathroom. (if u bo liao enough, try the tip-toe-stalking style of walking... =_=)
-Take out the drowned toy and say "XXX見つけた". (.....like....yeah obviously it'll still be there la...)
-Stab that toy with the knife. (....so freaking make sure its a cheap toy...and ur knife is sharp enough.)
-Say "次はXXXが鬼" to it and dump it back into the bathtub.
-Run to hide immediately.

Hiding(Things to take note):

-Do not go out of the house.
-Make sure all electrical appliances are switched off besides the TV. Guess its something to do with the static field or whatever they call it.
-EXTREME IMPORTANT: Take the cup of salt water with you.
-Shut your mouth while hiding.
-2hrs of play. Have fun. =D
-Make sure no one is coming home and interrupt the game. Who knows what's gonna happen if they suddenly barge in and oops? So why not try this game when u are living alone and is damn bored? =D

Ending the game:

-Hold half a mouthful of salt water in your mouth and get out from where you are hiding. (WITH the rest of the salt water in the cup.)
-Go back to the bathroom.
-Fucking hold the water in no matter what you see or feel in the house.
-Look for the toy in the bathroom. (...good for you if its still there.)
-Once you found it, pour the remaining salt water from the cup onto the toy.
-Spit the salt water from your mouth onto it as well....Or was it to spray it... (Eww?)
-Say "私の勝ち" 3 times to it. Game over~
-Burn the toy after this...(yeah so make sure its reeeaaaal cheap.)

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.........i wonder if really got ppl do it or DARE to do it manz. Start at 3am somemore. I think I'd rather sleep at that hour manz. There's another version where u gotta hold the salt water in your mouth while hiding. Hmm....dun think i can tahan holding salt water 2hrs in my mouth manz. ^^lll

Besides, dunno if this game is designed for the damn bo liao rich ppl or what lah, waste water, destroy toy, spoil rice and waste salt.

Anyway this is just some urband legend I searched after playing Twilight Syndrome lah hehe~Sounds interesting.

DSlite Horror Game Rants(?)

2008-09-20T00:33:00.000+08:00

Ko intro-ed this new horror DS game to me today.

So....yup. Square Enix's "Nanashi no Gemu" was disappointing. Yes yes WALK away from the staggering ghosts throughout the whole thing.

Now Spike came up with "Twilight Syndrome". Don't know much about it but seems like there's a movie based on it huh....erm...whichever comes first. *lazy to search*

Not really a hardcore gamer but I think its much better compared to NnG.....

TS, I really got scared at some point where this random voice echoes on my left side......like WTF!? I turned ard then realise, damn i am wearing my headphone.....heart missed a few beats~ ^^lll

For NnG.....I had to on the audio to MAX and listen damn carefully for the audio clues.....and no sense of thrill cuz we all know the ghost can only stagger and you as the player can only WALK away.

I mean....yeah...both got the please-wear-your-earphone-so-we-can-scare-the-hell-out-of-you audio system...graphics are nice.... but I think TS's storyline is much more interesting.....or maybe I am just a sucker for Japanese urban lengends.

NnG is nice.....i guess....with the damn pokemon-ish game system popping up now and then, and horror ideas are kinda fresh too...I think.... could be much better if not for the fact that....its just WALKING AROUND!! ......and i can has map prs? orz

TS I kinda like the coin game thingy. Ok maybe seeing a few school girls walking around in the old school compound in the middle of the night is like freaking over-used but hey, for a horror game attempt on DS platform, both are not bad liao bah. Got the system where at some point of the game you have to record sounds and take photos with your hp. Its abiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit like FatalFrame but hp version lah....better than nothing right?~But really not much lah ^^lll..... at least got items to pick up for clues....

NnG? you dun even have an inventory. But yeah I still think that a horror game based on the theme "DS cursed game" is not bad lah......just that something went wrong along the way ^^lll Maybe the game play was just too boring... like come on....WALK AWAY FROM THE GHOSTS THROUGHOUT LEEEHHHH!!!!! o___0 Its like Fatal Frame's Kusabi encounters just that the speed is -50km/h or something. You WALK away, and you are safe....WTF?

I know one part i hao lian and try to walk PASS the ghost in this narrow hospital pathway lah...in the end die. ^^lll Cuz basically the rule for this game is, PLS WALK AWAY~

Another horror game(?) that totally disappoint me was....damn wats the name of it...cant remember. But anyway it involves the 7 mysteries of some random japanese school with really really shiny-eyed cute anime characters that sent me WTF the first time I saw them.

So I tot, hey, this MIGHT be interesting even the character and art style is so totally not convincing..... In the end it turned out to be some horror-story-collecting game where players walk ard(or more like click ard the map without seeing any walking at all.) and the characters will be like "Hey~ this reminds me of another story~ Long time ago~~ blahblahblah~"
.......................... and i completed the game within 1hr cuz I didn't know how to read Jap and skipped forward. Oh well maybe if I can understand Jap totally, it will be fun reading the stories....but hell nooooooooooo................T_T........nvm.

Alright....now I completed TS's Rumour 0 and its still trying to get through Rumour 1. At least TS and NnG has arcs!!~ The horror-story-collecting game....only has one short one and that's all~ credits roll~ o_0~ WTF~~~

O'sucky-Jap-skill-of-Val please dun phail moi!!!~~~~

*Chooses option 1*
*Game over*

......damn.

.......Okay so it turns out there's a bomb in the school basement. Isn't this like the kappa episode in Jigoku sensei Nube or what?

Was just surfing around and not doing what i am supposed to do...Hur

2008-09-18T14:25:00.002+08:00

http://bbs.qoos.com/viewthread.php?tid=1485361&extra=page%3D1&page=1&vtop=1

天秤座終極完美分析(orly?)

優雅(whut?)的天平在燈紅酒綠中微笑轉身，顧盼神采，灑脫如同水中的魚。他們與紅酒，水晶杯，晚禮服，鋼琴曲是那麼的相得益彰，漫不經意的吸引著公眾的眼光……(oh perlease this part is so not me)

幾乎所有人都有這樣一種印象：
天平座的人善意、可親，愛交朋友。於是大家也由此認為天平是群居生物，必然是害怕獨處，喜歡熱鬧的。

但，事實並不是表面看來那樣簡單。

的確，天平是個和平使者。在公眾場合可以很好地調節氣氛使之均衡。氣氛熱烈時，他們會沉靜的壓住陣腳；氣氛冷凝時，他們會運用不著痕跡的輕鬆幽默化解堅冰。總之他們不會隨波逐流去助長氣氛的冷熱，而是像用天平稱量物品一樣，加減砝碼，使之維持水平狀態。

而他們在做這種加減的時候，動作是優雅的，態度是和悅的，看起來漫不經心不動聲色。實際上，他們是很有心計的人，儘管眾口難調，也可以找到一種萬全的方式來使全局和諧起來。
但是這並不是說他們喜歡主宰，只是因為他們看不得失衡，那會使他們如坐針氈。

因此，儘管慵懶的天平座討厭麻煩，討厭得要命，他們還是會不由自主地擔負起調節的責任。也許正因如此，使得天平在公眾場合從未放鬆過自己。性格使他們承擔了不必要的責任，無可推卸。
他們不吝惜金錢，卻吝惜自由的時間和安靜的休閒時光。像所有風向星座一樣，他們喜歡自由，喜歡像風一樣誰也捉不住他。

他們喜歡自在獨立的空間。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他並不喜歡如此，儘管他不會直接說出來。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也許半年也沒有音信，但是只要一見面，你還是他最好的朋友。因為他就是這種交友方式，你拿他怎麼辦？

"我懶得……" (SO DAMN TRUE!!!~XDD)

這是天平座的口頭語。他們懶得出門，懶得聚會，懶得應酬……所以他們並不是很喜歡參加party。倒是寧願呆在家裡上網，看書，畫畫。他們自身是均衡的，一個人的均衡總比一群人的均衡來的容易。所以他們喜歡獨處。

通常，天平座的人會給人一見如故的感覺，因為他們有著溫婉的微笑和優雅的舉止。對初次見面的人，天平座往往表現出自己最討人喜歡的一面：善解人意，大方，誠懇，健談。但是這種熱情勁兒不會長久。冷漠何時到來取決於你與他交往的頻率。你越是粘得緊，他就冷得越快。因為他們喜歡"君子之交清淡如水"。不是他們不喜歡同伴，而是他們和人交往更多地關注了對方的情緒，總想著照顧對方心情，不要發生衝突，所以感覺像是在工作一樣，無法真正的放鬆。

較之對宮白羊座，天平是另一種獨立的個體。白羊是一種外在的獨立，內心是熱的；天平則是表面看似親和力很強，內心卻是任誰也無法融入的。天平的冷靜，連他們自己也覺得驚訝。"我居然如此冷漠！太不可思議了……"他們審視自己的時候，感覺有點陌生。那是因為他們把內心世界掩飾得連自己都騙過了。

他們控制情緒的能力太強了。最親近的人會感覺到，天平給人不露聲色的隔離感，有時會被埋怨"太冷靜了，我都不知道你在想什麼！"

可是他們不是故意要隱瞞什麼，只是出於本能。一個連自己都騙過了的人，你還能要求他對你坦白什麼？

他們不喜歡歇斯底里，不喜歡痛哭失聲，不喜歡安慰別人也不怎麼喜歡被安慰。因為他們懂得，誰也無法真正理解另一個人。

天平，其實是很獨立的一個星座。他們在霓虹燈影裡微笑，在燈火闌珊處寂寞。他們叫你懂得：孤獨的最高境界是繁華。

Accuracy rate: 90%+?

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2008-09-18T14:25:00.001+08:00

O..Kay....now wat?

Testing testing~

Jyuudaime sent this to me a few nights ago. Forgot where i first saw it.
Tot it was kinda sweet in a blardy way.(WTF?)
I bet the elder sis killed the younger sis and fed it to totoro! =D

No idea what to do with this space.
Saw alot of ppl suddenly coming up with blogs....so...
Maybe I can dump some bitching and rants or maybe stuffs to bleed ppl's eyes. Yup.